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Alaskan Govern Sara Palin I admit is a model Mom and typical American Mom with 5 children.
Having a child with down syndrome is just another credit Mccain was looking for.

Selecting a VP has 10 rules One they help your get votes and win, The other Nine never mattered.

Even if elected it is very unlikely Mccain will let her make the final decisions look at the history of past administrations.

Mccains age should tell you is  a typical old generation style politician and man who felt woman were beneath men and belonged home raising children. He is doing nothing more than trying to fool the American people and insult your intelligence that you will be seeing the same in her that Hilary had.

He thinks he cam lead you to believe and he is trying to steal the Hilary votes.

She may go down in history with book signings and talk shows after they loose this  election but the Republicans have proven they are so desperate they bring in a one time inexperienced governor and try and compare her to Hilary. He would have been better off choosing a more experienced Democrat.

Once again a country so divided by our differences. If not race, sex it’s political parties. We can never stand strong as an American Republic unless we join together and form one union,

I spoke with 100 Republicans who all told me on previous occasions Mccain had there votes. Today the story change because of the insult they are going with Obama.

We all can be assured if Mccain Highly unlikely were elected his VP choice would resign after the elections.

Shame on our 2008 political circus.

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Have you viewed the Pickens Plan I just listened into a radio show

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pickensplan

I was impressed by th plan I really am not sure how long this type of energy plan would take to implement however I do know that our children and grandchildren will benefit form the plan.

Please send me a comment and tell me what you think about the Pickens Plan. Whether you agree disagree, see some needs to improve it or some other alternative energy solution I really would love to hear your comments, questions or concerns

Until tomorrow thats all for today

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I was doing some research last night on http://www.google.com and when I clicked on one of the links I was met with a nasty file or trojan virus that attached it’s self to my registry.

.tt7A6.tmp.exe By Pandora Software. It totally changed my wall paper on my desktop to a windows warning screen telling my to install anti virus software. A box than appeared and it was a fake agreement from Pandora Software to Agree and install the software. OH I knew better once I realized i was unable to return my desktop back to normal.

Here’s the tricky part my Symentac and Nortons software expired so I had to go to both sites and install the free version to get rid of the bug.

No No my friend it stopped me from installing the programs and a remote network linking the Hacks with my system was connected. I immediately unplugged the internet DSL cable and saved the site page from the anti virus sites instructing me how to go manually into my registry and delete the bug.

One good thing was it attaches to your process if you have two user accounts it only grabs one so get it early. Twelve hours later I cleaned the problem but I lost alot of disck space on my drive and am unable to open my office program.

Lesson learned keep my anti virus and internet protection software updated.

Controlling Your Fears

The inability of not be able to be your true self can really destroy your mind.

Hiding the truth

Learning to control my true feelings was who I became.

Was it to protect me, my family or the predator that was controlling who I never wanted to become?

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Ø Why me?

Ø Was I alone

Ø Many share my secret TODAY

Never any violence

I was never restrained or forced to stay physically. So why was I willing to return?

Fear

Guilt

Unknown

Family

Love

Fear, Guilt, Unknown, Family, Love

The never ending beginning

I kept protecting the secret, but pretending to be someone begins to show.

In ways I never imagined I would become the man I once thought was one who would die alone.

You decide ! ! !

You owe it to no one but yourself to continue reading and learn what happened, why it happened and how you can stop it from ever happening to you or someone you love.

KEEP THEM CLOSE

Wondering is destructive !
I would often wonder if it was me who created my own misery. I sometimes imagined what it would be like to be free from the torment.

Have you ever been in a relationship so destined to fail you feel as if you are being held under water?

Not being able to breathe or be your true self can really destroy your mind.
As you all know your mind is everything. It defines who you are.
Without it you become nothing.
Sitting around wondering if what you imagined was real. If the conversation ever took place. You will often convince yourself that it never happened just so you have the strength to get up and be someone.

Look in the mirror and tell me if the person you see is the person you feel you know.
That’s the scarcest thing in life anyone has to face. Can any man or woman really be as sick as I once thought I was?
Was I to blame?
Or was I the victim, like so many others ! ! !

Knowing the unknown

They are out there, being prepared and recognizing the early stages will save you a lot of pain and heart ache.
It’s not a threat of physical force but one that is so powerful and mind manipulating you will never know what happen to you.

Understanding certain words and phrases
Why they are so effective
How to escape early

When guilt is mixed into any relationship, someone is trying to control the other. BE CAREFUL of this it is used so well you never even realize it’s there.

Being controlled mentally or emotionally is tougher to escape then any physical restraint.
Are you ready?
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Can our minds heal?

Long after it ended, the war inside began. It took me nearly 20 years to be able to take back total control.

The nightmares that haunted me for so long is what hurt me the most. Reliving the events daily and being able to actually feel the emotional impact while I slept I would wake up with my heart pounding, tears in my eyes and any woman laying next to me staring wondering and asking “ What did you dream about ? “ Being able to lie so quickly without any thought or effort I would simply say “I really cannot remember. “

Words of destruction

Everyday men, women and children are in some way effected by the destruction of not just physical unjust, but by the very words that are spoken.

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Why is we stand by the ones who do us harm and treat those we love with pain? Is it the expectations we have they will always be around?
Is it the forgiveness we are all taught to have and knowing they will forgive us we really are simply taking advantage of a good situation.
Do I really love someone who continues to create misery and hurt in my life? Why can’t I just walk away from it all? I have given up so much already if I turn and run now I will be faced with nothing left but an avenue to start over. Is it fears of being alone? or am I just caught in a mental abusive situation I lost control of years ago and if i stay I stand to loose even more? What’s left for me do I have more to loose?
Starting over is the scariest thing we must face in life but sometimes in the years ahead it is the best thing for us all .

Am I alone?

I never really trusted my girlfriend for a few years. Ever since she cheate don me and lied several times I wlays had a trust issue with her.

Even years later she got drunk at a bar and went for a joy ride with a strange guy from the bar. I said being a mom she really should reconsider her actions. Her friends who have no children said” as long as her son is not around she is doing no wrong” I said froma girl who was once raped she sure is trusting. If somehting did happen are you going to tell her son?

Just two months ago she said I need to get some help to learn to trust her again. Than my ex told me she saw her walking down the street drunk at 2 am with some guy. My girlfriend admitted it and said he just walked her to 7-11 to buy cigars.

Of course i asked if it were me would it be ok? her response.”NO!”

Now we are back home form vacation I did agree ot get some help as long as she agrees to stop being an ass. Well I sort of found out by looking in her myspace email and just last week she wa emailing back and forth with some total stranger who just moved to our town. She even took my photos off her page and put divorce instead of in a relationship.

Is it me who needs help or is she jus tunable to be faithful after all she is divorced because he ex cheate dbut knowing her for so long he wasnt the first to do it.